It exists THANKS TO YOU AND PROMETHIA and I am SO STUPIDLY GRATEFUL <333 I have read your recent amazing long posts and am SO DELIGHTED by them all, but need more time to digest and comment. The rec list of meta in particular is so useful - I started off making something like that way back in June but v quickly got overwhelmed. There is just SO MUCH. Anyway, thank youuuuuu you are GREAT <333